The surgery went just fine, the doctors and staff at the Surgery Center in Santa Cruz were awesome. I shared with my anesthesiologist my fears of being put under. He was very sympathetic to my feelings and assured me that he would treat me with the utmost care and concern. He and the nurses appreciated my honesty about my fears of being treated differently due to my weight. I felt grateful that I now have the courage to speak on my fears, no matter how silly I think they are saying them out loud is such freedom from them running a much in my mind.
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|Working with my Son and Nephews and their friends rocks!|
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It is easy to get caught up in life and forget to take care of ourselves, goals for my health and life are a driving force for me these days. Loving myself and believing in myself gives me a lot of new energy I didn't have before this Journey. Remembering that I am no good to myself or anyone if I don't rest when I need to is important.
Being at a place in life where I am surrounded by support and love really rocks, I wouldn't be here if I wasn't loving me, taking care of me. I talk about it a lot because I want to express to anyone out there who like me suffers from self doubt, is held back by fears or a lack of self love, that it all begins inside of us, learning to love ourselves, overcome our own fears and live believing in ourselves, treating ourselves the best gives us all new surroundings in life.
I love you all from a place of patience for the healing process I am patiently allowing to happen, wink. I appreciate all the love and kind words sent my way, thank you all so much for reaching out and letting me know I am loved, I love you all too.